memory keepers

Buble

2011-05-25T10:40:00.001+08:00

When will you say yes to me? Tell me quando, quando, quando.
We can share a love, divine.
Please don't make me wait again.

x srya

My feet melt the snow

2011-05-09T03:45:00.001+08:00

Back from KK after 3 and a half weeks of Sabah goodness! I never knew how good it felt to be home despite the lack of furniture in my supposed bedroom. In fact, I found it be to pretty quaint. Here's a few things I've learnt over the past month back home (yes I took it as a chance for me to seek some therapy since I've been feeling a little lost lately)

1. It's never good to take someone for granted. Even if you're annoyed, they mean well. So be thankful and appreciate the people who's been there for you cos help doesn't come knocking on your doorsteps all the time.
2. Home is where the heart is. Staying with your parents has it's ups and downs. Lucky you won't have to worry about food and shelter at all :)
3. You can't runaway forever. Sometimes, life happens. So as much as you try to put off dealing with it, you'll have to suck it up sooner or later.
4. Be thankful. Some people don't have the opportunities you do so be grateful for what you have.
5. Trust is a huge responsibility. You can either treat it as a treasure or as a burden. but once shattered, good luck.
6. I taught myself basic French thanks to YouTube and JeFrench.com! Haha

Heh there's a few more things but I'm gonna stop before I go all Gandhi on ya. Haha back in Selangor now and the weather is BLAZING hot! I am seriously worried about the ozone layer :(

New semester awaits and I am dead excited for it to start! Gonna have as much fun as I can :)

Til then, au revoire!

x srya

silly king

2011-01-25T04:24:00.001+08:00

thank you :)

x srya

term five

2011-01-19T19:57:00.005+08:00

come and meet me on the sunny road

college has started and im still trying to get used to the new lakeside campus. its not a bad place really but i dont know, it just doesnt give me that 'i need to study' vibe :S so lets check what im taking this semester- statistics, history, public relations and (dare i say it) theater! yes theater, i know i cant act for shits and dont ask me why i even thought of taking it. it was a spur of the moment decision? and since its the second week of the semester already, its too late for me to even think of dropping any of subject. i think im gonna kill myself this sem.................. :(

on the bright side though, i have my awesome planner which i jot down stuff i need to do and i TRY to get it done. and i have another yearly planner provided by the adp office- YAY! but things are already starting to pile up, unfortunately. statistics quiz and homework that involves freaking excel -.- journal entries for every theater class, 2 plays to be read and 3 live performances to be watched before the semester gets hectic (which is usually the second month). it is fun though i can say that. what else? oh PR mock press conference and scavenger hunt. and i was lucky enough to do it on the National Zoo! :)

lets hope i make it through the semester and then my last :))

x srya

2011 resolution

2011-01-03T13:42:00.003+08:00

not sure what my resolutions are. i would say my resolution is to not make any resolution but that itself is a resolution on its own? so yes. probably stick to the old resolution that i never actually stuck to. come to think of it, i dont even know what my past resolutions were. except ofcourse the resolutions about studying and stuff like that. haha yeah im using the word resolution too much right now. so for now, ill just go with the flow. whatever comes and goes :)

x srya

first post of the year!

2011-01-02T12:13:00.004+08:00

it'd only be fitting for me recap bits and pieces of whats happened in 2010 and close the book properly. well there really is about 365days worth of memories to talk about and ofcourse, i cant mention them all. cant really recall what happened between january and may but i can vividly remember what happened from june till december. well the years been full of both pleasant and heartbreaking surprises. let me list down a few (since i figure everyone else is doing this too. haha)

by non-chronological order :P
1. colorful lights in icity
2. stuff my face and inline skating (which i havent done in years!)
3. random roadtrip to malacca with dan and niko :)
4. ended a 3 and a half year relationship
5. somehow managed to include edc and yawa in my life
6. lost a couple of good friends
7. met a bunch of pretty awesome ass people along the way
8. moved in with two extremely cool people :)
9. cut my hair real short for the first time in my life! well not that short
10. gained weight! which i am determined to lose this year >:)

all in all, 2010 has been quite an eventful year. then again, every year has its story. so 2011, bring it on :)

x srya

vain and 15

2010-12-30T21:47:00.004+08:00

i was browsing through some old pictures where i found this. haha was pretty much loving my new pink sony cyber shot camera, a gift from my parents for my 15th birthday :)
compare how i looked 4 years ago and now? a lot yet not that much of a difference :S
my face probably matured over the years? chubbier, bigger, probably, maybe? haha wonder how i'll look like in 10years :)

x srya

hand in matrimony

2010-12-27T06:12:00.001+08:00

finally the end of a three day wedding.
to cheche and abang Razin, congratulations. I honestly can't think of anyone else good enough for my sister. welcome to the family :)

Love always,
x srya

in the morning

2010-12-21T00:40:00.004+08:00

okay so technically im home now, as in home home and i have absolutely nothing to do. how sad is that? :s i recall lastweek i couldnt wait to get home but now it seems that im ready to head back to kl :o ofcourse thats just the boredom talking. i've been getting a lot of sleep. well not entirely true but ive been sleeping nonetheless. my brains literally melting from all the slumber. this just cant be good for the mind body and soul. i dont like sleeping in :s i shud probly get people to wake me up in the morning. but im not exactly a morning person either. after 9am should be sufficient enough wouldnt it? hm now that i think about it, maybe i was being too harsh on aiman everytime he gave me the wakeup call. then again, he always called between the hours of 5 and 8 -_-" but being pissy was probably not a good way of saying thank you. er woops. ohwell :p
hmmm so plans on going island hopping has been sadly canceled due to weather conditions. boo. cant go up the mountains either. double boo. but thankfully for wednesday plans with the girls so i wont be too bored. swimming swimming :D oh i bought a book a few days ago. 'what i talk about when i talk about running' by haruki murakami. he is EPIC. one of my fav authors, period. mm other than that, i went jogging the other day (yes surprise, surprise) and yoga (shocking aint it?). i came to a conclusion that the adrenaline feels really good. exercising can be addictive..... only of you dont stop.

oh yeah. birthday passed so im officially 12 months away from turning 20. overall, it was a pretty pleasant birthday. probably with some traditions broken but its all good:)

x srya

sunny road

2010-12-21T00:23:00.003+08:00

wrote you this,
i hope you got it safe.
it's been so long,
i don't know what to say.
i've travelled 'round
through deserts on my horse,
but jokes aside,
i wanna come back home.
you know that night,
i said i had to go..
you said you'd meet me,
on the sunny road.

it's time, meet me on the sunny road
it's time, meet me on the sunny road

i never married,
never had those kids..
i loved too many,
now heaven's closed its gates..
i know I'm bad..
to jump on you like this.
some things don't change.
my middle name's still 'Risk'
i know that night,
so long long time ago..
will you still meet me
on the sunny road?

It's time, meet me on the sunny road
It's time, meet me on the sunny road

well, this is it
i'm running out of space
here's my address
and number just in case.
this time as one
we'll find which way to go
now come and meet me
on the sunny road

slightly lost in between

2010-12-09T03:18:00.003+08:00

SO! with all the drama thats been happening around me lately, im feeling kinda dazed and a little blur. havent heard of anything else in the past week so i assumed it's over for now but i guess its not? i mustve missed something there :s

anywho, exam week. been feeling awfully tired from the late nights and last minute revisions. music and advertisings over and done with, now im sitting here juggling between sociology and chemistry which is coming up tomorrow. im almost to a point of giving up. ALMOST. breathe breathe breathe. semester break starts right after i finish my paper. yay :)

to think a few more days till i can go back home as in HOME home :)

x srya

looking back

2010-11-30T02:00:00.003+08:00

i honestly am trying to finish up on my music assignments before the due date if possible. dont think ill be able to cope with another last minute project though it does usually come out better than i hope.

so i was randomly going through my old blogposts a while ago, especially the ones i posted back in highschool. i couldnt help but laugh and feel slightly embarrassed by all the silly little things i wrote about. i couldnt believe it myself the amount of things i posted about. it does bring back some good memories but at the same time, i begin to wonder 'did i really write this?' haha. well no use regretting anything now. better to let bygones be bygones.

life works in funny ways, dont you think? i mean when you think you're the only person in the world with problems, you stop and think for a while and try looking at things in a completely different light from someone else's point of view. i've noticed my posts have been quite sad and emo lately but i'm starting to think that writing (or in this case, blogging) comes in handy when you have all these thoughts running through your head. good thing my blog circulation is pretty low. im still getting used to the fact that other people might read this. (yes, i know my blogs been up for a few years now and yes, i also know that i've rambled on about my personal life in the past but i dont anymore and im trying to understand why i ever did) which explains why my posts are usually filtered now.

x srya

jayesslee

2010-11-24T04:22:00.004+08:00

all i hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop.
oh baby tell me why'd you have to go,
cause this pain i feel it wont go away,
and today, im officially missing you.

i thought that from this heartache, i could escape,
but I fronted long enough to know
there ain't no way, and today,
im officially missing you.

ooh, can't nobody do it like you,
said every little thing you do,
hey baby said, stays on my mind,
and I, im officially..

all i do is lay around,
two years full of tears,
from looking at your face on the wall,
just a week ago, you were my baby,
now i dont even know you, dont know you at all,

and i wish you would call me right now,
so that i could get through to you somehow,
i guess its safe to say baby, its safe to say,
that i, im officially missing you.

ooh, can't nobody do it like you,
said every little thing you do,
hey baby said, stays on my mind,
and I, im officially..

well, i thought i could just get over you baby,
but its something that i just cant do,
from the way you would hold me,
to the sweet things you told me,
i just cant find a way to let go of you.

ooh, can't nobody do it like you,
said every little thing you do,
hey baby said, stays on my mind,
and I, im officially missing you,

all i hear is raindrops,
and im officially missing y o u.

x srya

tisbury lane

2010-11-20T03:17:00.003+08:00

No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others

so now im sitting here wondering if i can make sense of the world. trying not to get annoyed and trying not to think too much. don's playing the guitar while val's offering out chocolates. another night, another thing to think about in a few years.

x srya

thank you

2010-11-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

amazing how in one of the worst accidents ever, one manages to come out with minor injuries while the other comes out unscathed. call it a miracle? call it God's will.

God works in mysterious ways. its times like these when we realize he's watching over our every step. masyaallah, alhamdullillah <3

sometimes

2010-11-13T00:48:00.003+08:00

i wonder what would've happened if we were still together. would we have broken up anyway due to irreconcilable differences? would we still be arguing everyday over the littlest things? or would we be stronger than ever? would we be able to celebrate our supposedly soon to be 4th year anniversary? funny how humans end up missing something so much when its out of their reach. sometimes i just cant help but wonder. i guess some things just don't have answers.

eventhough we're miles apart and eventhough things changed, you have and always will have a special place in my heart. i know you know it for a fact. i love you, applepie and thats one thing that wont change :)

once a year

2010-11-06T03:44:00.004+08:00

since im not asleep and i could spare some time on this, i would so much like to wish happy birthday to two of these amazing girls!

dear michie, you are now 19years old and i envy you for getting SOOOO much prettier each time i see you! i know you're having yr exams now and i wish you all the best and goodluck eventhough i know for a fact that you dont need it! :P i wish words could express of how much i miss you and i cant wait til u come to subang to spend the night. haha ill call atung and we'll have our pillow talks again ok! x

FILZA ATHIRA JUHARI! you are crazy, careless, at times blur, loud and did i mention crazy?? what else can i say? officially 18 and legal now so it entitles you entries to clubs and booze and shiz like tht........ AFTER finals according to our agreement. hehehe :B anyways, have a kickass birthday okay?! we'll have our horror movies with mi ruski soon! :D x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE DEBBIE AND FILZA ATHIRA!
I LOVE YOUUUUU <3

x srya

ps. you probly noticed i stole yr pics from fb. hahaha OHWELL. copyrighted B)

regrets

2010-11-03T21:40:00.004+08:00

lately i've noticed everyone needs someone to talk to and someone to listen to them. but to expect people to understand you, you have to learn to understand people. talking it out is always a good form of communication. how else would peace be declared?

dear you,

i know things haven't exactly been okay between us but i wanted you to know that im done being angry. im done thinking about the bitter things that happened between us and i dont wanna hate you. because at the end of the day, ill always end up remembering the good times we've shared, the times you've been there, the times you haven't, our rants and vents about relationships and friendships, our few sleepovers and even our sarcastic remarks on certain things. eventhough i haven't known you very long, you were one of my first friends in college. i thank you for welcoming me, for being in my life. i know i haven't been around much last semester. but please understand my intentions were not to hurt you. deep down you knew how hectic everything was in that sem for me. maybe it was my fault for spending the free time i had with other people and not you. you felt used that i only called you when i had no one else to hang out with? i called you cos i haven't seen you in a while and i genuinely wanted to spend time with you. you took it the wrong way though. you left and you didn't even talk to me about it. walking out like that wasn't the best option but i guess you just didn't want to confront the drama. i know you'll hate me no matter what i say cos i know how you are. the anger will always be there. you know you can forget but you cant forgive. we talked about it before. i dont think there's much to say anymore. i finally realized that no matter how much i miss us hanging out, im just hanging on to a clutter of ashes. so i hope the best for you. ill always be around if you need anything but im done being hurt, angry and disappointed. if you think you're the only person affected by this, think again. good luck in whatever you want.

love,
S

take one

2010-10-28T15:02:00.007+08:00

the result of my first attempt using aiman's colorsplash. with that being said, i am officially in love with lomography :)

x srya

2010-10-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

everybody wants to be your long lost friend. nobody wants you when you're down and out.
- eric clapton

decisions

2010-10-20T17:20:00.003+08:00

so its finally come to a point where i've to make one decision that'll determine my future career- journalism, advertising, public relations, media studies or broadcasting.

im no good with making decisions at all. i love writing yet more to creative writing. i love drawing and designing, but im not sure im cut out for advertising. i like meeting new people, then again i cant really speak in public. frankly speaking, i think im being a whiny little prick for not deciding on one just because i refuse to work around with the cons of the field.

public relations? journalism? pr? broadcasting? yes? no? wait, i still need to pick out my chosen universities. ohio? illinois? but i hate the cold then again it cant be that bad. but i cant even stand the cold in kundasang. how about the cost of it all? but but but.........

.......... i should really give myself a kick in the ass for this.

nineteen

2010-10-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

happy birthday danial asyraf.

may your birthday wishes come true :)

when things happen

2010-10-20T17:12:00.001+08:00

sometimes you forget they do, and sometimes you carry them throughout your whole life.

chasing pavements

2010-09-04T02:23:00.005+08:00

its 2.30am at the moment and that means 4 more days till i can hop on that airplane to go home sweet home. dont get me wrong, i quite love it here in kl but there's the saying 'home is where the heart is'. some time off of everything here would be nice even if it is for just a couple of days. im just dying to see the familiar faces especially since its raya season :)

on another note, im feeling slightly contented with everything that's happened over the past few weeks. a lot drama and such but also loads of laughters and memories ready to be kept. just when you think things couldnt get worse, the people around you come along, and you just cant help but smile (even if it is through boardgames, lame jokes, uno or ridiculous dreams. haha :p) for that, i thank you awsomes; myra, angie, danial, mercy, ganesh, rach, george, kaizan and aiman :) you guys are simply amazing company despite the dramas <3

pssst. take my breath away ;)

x srya

2010-09-03T16:03:00.003+08:00

things change, people change.
complaining about it wont help the situation. it all goes down to how well you adapt to it :)

racing time

2010-08-23T17:20:00.001+08:00

taylors race across america on saturday

followed by a sunday with the cousins in KLCC and the curve :)
Danial woke me up at 8am. Then we went to pick up aiman, then lyana, then kaizan. kaiyisah joined later on at the curve. lyana had to do her geography project in klcc so interestingly enough, had to stop a few tourists and interview them. wanted to drop by sbux to visit Alvin but he said he's on closing shift so oh wellllll :p

the bowling was funny. was a little rusty though but miraculously managed to get a strike :D then visited the Ikano pet store to check out the sugargliders. kaizan had kaiyisah on her side but lyana said the nose DOES look like a pig so its a tie? haha. After that, went back to subang and buka puasa with Myra :D walked to subang parade to makan kennyrogers but unfortunately it was full house so we decided to wait and eat Aunty Annes while waiting. after that, went to get sushi then shihlin then mcd? haha guess we just couldn't wait for Kenny :p had so much fun with her. it was too bad we couldn't join to go janda baik in the morning though. grrr
anyways, new sem started today and I'm officially a 2nd year student. Yayyy. Just one more year til I can transfer! :)

x srya

jelly jelly

2010-08-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Cookies, brownies, banana chocolate cake, the bestie, surprise birthdays, aquaria, more surprise birthdays, purple flowers, sushi, zombie slaying, cake fights and driving to kill time. Yep I'd say it was a super productive weekend. In short, absolutely awesome :)

happy birthdays Qay n Hanis! Y'all better say thank you to Najj and Nara <3

x srya

the little things

2010-08-10T15:26:00.001+08:00

But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do, and sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you. Singing someday it will bring me back to you, yeah. Find a way to get myself back home to you. And you may not know <3

x srya

2010-08-09T14:45:00.004+08:00

Kaizan: I want a sugar glider.
Surya: Sugar gliders are like mini babis.
K: No they're not! They're like chipmunks!
S: Yeah but they're like mini babis too!
K: Why do you say that?
S: Er cos their noses are like babis so they're mini babis.
K: Have you seen sugar gliders?
S: Yes! My friend has them! They're super friendly and super cute but they still look like mini babis.
K: No they don't. Sugar gliders look like chipmunks but with stripes!
S: No! They're mini babis! Wanna bet?
K: Fine we'll go visit a pet store and see. Maybe the one you saw was half chipmunk half babi!
S: Okayyyyyy Kaizan, okayyyyy.

dont you think it has a babi nose? :p

ps. thank you so so much for gifts from india. absolutely love it! :)

passion

2010-08-08T12:20:00.004+08:00

amazinggg :)

one eight

2010-08-08T11:40:00.002+08:00

its that time of the year again.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NANA :)

holy cow i remembered the first time i met you during the bakat interact and now you're already in university! well there really isnt much to say anymore but know this,

don't be afraid to make mistakes in your life cause it'll help you grow into the person you truly are :)

hehe all corniness aside, take care baby girl. goodluck in everything you do :)

2010-08-07T13:58:00.004+08:00

well thats that. FINALLY changed my layout, though i do love my old one. thinking of changing the link soon too. semester breaks started and im gonna be spending the next two weeks here instead of back home in sabah. this should be fun. oh and puasa's starting next wednesday! feeling a little psyched about that as well :)

hmm. on another note, im thinking of changing my major from mass communication to creative arts. i've discovered that journalism is rather boxed since im leaning more towards creative writing but other branches of masscomm are super interesting. heh decisions decisions. ohwell, decisions to be decided later.

before i forget! if you're an aspiring writer or you're lookin for a good read, check out AwefullyWritten! Do drop your comments and feedbacks, please and thank you! :)

x srya

2010-08-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

i miss you, applepie

thank you for being there when i needed someone to talk to

thank you for being there when i needed someone to rely on

thank you for making me happy

thank you for all your support and encouragement

thank you for all the smiles, laughter and tears

thank you for being an important part of my life

thank you for never walking out on me

thank you for showing me a love outside of my family

thank you for accepting my worst

thank you for putting up with my antics

thank you for the card you made for me at 2am cos i was mad at you

thank you for your faith

thank you for helping me grow

thank you for your love

thank you for simply being you.

dont ever change.

i love you, forever and always :)

x srya

2010-08-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

<3 to bits and pieces

x srya

exam week

2010-08-06T22:14:00.001+08:00

Summer 2010 semester has officially ended.

x srya

2010-07-15T05:01:00.001+08:00

So everythings been quite a bit of a mess lately. Troubles and such; never had I thought I'd be experiencing highschool at this stage in life. That's just life I suppose. Finals in roughly 3 weeks. 3 major presentations due in the coming two weeks as well as assignments, quizzes and ofcourse tests. Faire La Charite was a success and the kids of the Agathian Shelter had a pretty great time from what I've heard :)
On to the next agenda. Prom coming up next friday. Actually feeling a little lazy about going (not that I have a choice) but I'm feeling a little excited about it. Time to just chill with friends in our out of the norm attire but ohwell. It'll be fun to see everyone dress up so prettily. Technically it's not really about the event itself but it's who you hang out with on the night itself that determines the outcome of it all :)
In the past few weeks, I've had the liberty to find out those who has truly cared about my wellbeing. This might be a little mix of sadness, emoness, corniness and probly cheesiness but yeah. Knowing you guys are just a phone call away, I wanna say thank you for being there when I needed someone. Youve made it slightly easier for me though you didn't do much <3

I've been saying thank you a lot in the past few posts haven't I? haha ohwell. it's been a pretty rough month. Pretty stoked for the next sem to start so I can leave everything behind. not that I regret anything bad that happened :)

x srya

2010-07-05T22:37:00.001+08:00

Um yeah. hi. long time no news right? yes I know. I feel the same way too. other than angry birds trying to kill the pigs who stole their eggs and zul getting himself a nikon D1000, there's nothing new. ohwell. Oh I'm good thank you. um yeah. bye?

x srya

2010-06-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

you know how you should never forget about the people who's made you who you really are today? firstly, if im not too late that is (though i dont think itd make a difference since my blog is pretty dead), i'd like to express my apologies to those i've hurt- im sorry if i wasnt there and im sorry if i havent been doing such a good job at keeping in touch. i guess i've been a little too comfortable here in kl so ive forgotten most of the things or all the amazing times i had with my friends. along with that, of course, thank you. for all the laughters we shared, for all the drama we've been through, for all the bullshit we've experienced, for the tears we cried. thank you for being my friends and thank you for always being there for me. you know who you are :)

ps. no worries. nothings happened. i just feel like i didnt do enough to deserve the people in my life :)

I miss those days when we used to talk about Disney and how life would be in 10 years. I'll be California and you'll be in London.

2010-05-25T15:14:00.000+08:00

so the past few weeks have been hectic. well, not really hectic but times been screwing around with my mind a little bit. sometimes it feels like the clocks ticking too fast, other times it feels its too slow to even comprehend. i'm not being mellow dramatic here i swear. my third semester started a little over a week ago. one more semester and it'll be my 2nd year in college <3

i've been thinking about this for a while now and i've concluded that i feel pretty blessed to know a lot of amazing people in my life. i'd list it down from the two 'cousins' in sunway to the many awesome people from college or even some people in edc/yawa but the list would be kinda long. haha i mean sure they aint perfect but what is perfection really? :)

anyway, enough with the sappyness. i need to do something outdoorsy soon or i'd die of boredom. golf, badminton, anything? luckily i have that youth10 thing this weekend to look forward to. then applepie in 2 weeks! <3

x srya

2010-05-12T00:44:00.001+08:00

coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy

made of plastic and elastic
he is rugged and long-lasting
who could ever ever ask for more
love without complications galore
many shapes and weights to choose from
i will never leave my bedroom
i will never cry at night again
wrap my arms around him and pretend....

coin operated boy
all the other real ones that i destroy
cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll
never let him go and i'll never be alone
not with my coin operated boy......

this bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you
a billion dollars that i'll never love you
will you persist even after i kiss you
goodbye for the last time
will you keep on trying to prove it?
i'm dying to lose it...
i want it
i want you
i want a coin operated boy.

and if i had a star to wish on
for my life i cant imagine
any flesh and blood could be his match
i can even take him in the bath

coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy.

2010-04-26T00:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY THALIA SHIM

bestie, girlfriend, sayang, travel buddy :*

you're 19 now, and you are still the sweetest girl i know! you are an amazingly awesome person inside and out. awww my little girl's all grown up :')

im SUPER sorry i cant celebrate your birthday with you this year but i'll see you soon when i get back and we'll have some thaliasurya time ok?!

i love you, bestie! xoxo :D

2010-04-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

2010-04-17T06:13:00.000+08:00

My night was interesting. was driving around with Myra and Dan and I was actually clueless about where we were going. Ended up with a nice surprise by watching edc practice at the studio after we picked kaizan up from home. I learnt that kaizan is basically an AMAZING drummer and giraffe boy is replacing aiman on the djembe. Then we had dinner at Rasta which was basically more of a havefuntakecaregoodluckseeyousoon kinda dinner for aiman since he's leaving for clubmed cherating right about now. Awh no lame jokes anymore for the nx three months and less one person for myra and i to gang up on. grr haha anywho, have fun u lamo! youll do awesome and have so much fun there! *jealous. dont be too lame ok? and please keep that bonelesschicken joke to yourself! We'll come visit you soon! haha :p goodluck aimansyahiran!
breathe, smile and dream :)

ps. I had an awesome mushroom cheese bacon burger lastnight at Rasta thanks to kaizan's recommendation :)

x srya

2010-04-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

an EPIC result of a random cookie making session by aiman, danial, lyana, myra and i on an average tuesday afternoon.

the awesomest weird looking chocolate chip green cookie yet :)

2010-04-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

brndn,

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what...

2010-04-10T20:28:00.001+08:00

Today was a pretty productive day. Volunteered under YAWA (Yayasan Anak Warisan Alam) for an event at the UM hospital in aid of children with cancer. Fortunately enough, I had an awesome time with the YAWA crew and getting the kids and parents to come and design button badges. Some were adorable, some were pretty artsy and some were just downright creative! There was one girl who wrote her name then colored it with the color of the rainbow, a little boy who drew spiderman (atleast I think it was spiderman) and and and tons of other stuff! One of the girls, her names Wendy btw, and she's 6 years old, asked me to draw her a rabbit and a penguin. Then she said "the rabbits holding the carrot in a field but the carrots thinking of the penguin". Cute is basically the only word I can think of to describe these kids <3 And I mean judging by how old they are, i have to say it was pretty cool :) oh! and not to mention I helped a lot of them draw whatever they wanted. Hehe guess they'll have a piece of me with them everywhere ;) oh and right after they made their buttons, some of them hung out with the ecodrumcircle members and played around with the instruments. Guess music really does connect people in ways :)

Though on the down side of things, I couldn't help but feel a slight chill knowing half of the kids who came in had cancer. And if they didn't, they had relatives with cancer. They were super cute when they were drawing and designing their button badges so I couldn't help but feel heartbroken thinking that they might not have much time in THIS world and how their parents are just waiting for the hour glass to finally run out. And imagine they're just kids! I saw how attached the kids were to their parents and vice versa. The kids were just simply innocent. They loved entertainment as much as the next kid does. Sigh god it's mentally killing me everytime I even think about it :(

At the same time I felt touched when I saw a few kids writing "i love my family so much" on their buttons. I mean everyone can say it nowadays but not everyone can actually mean it.

and ps. a little girl said 'i love you mummy' as she wrote this on her button too :)

c'est la vi. x

x srya

2010-03-30T13:19:00.002+08:00

i want a cozy little cottage in the middle of a forest, i want to be able to see the stars at night, i wanna see mercury during dusk, i wanna travel, i wanna see the world, i want a dslr SO bad just so i can take photographs of everything, i want to take photographs of the very little things people never notice, i want to paint and draw anything and anywhere i please, i wanna write and do the things i love for a living, i want to see Mars in may, i want to swim with the dolphins, i wanna cuddle a polar bear, i want a cute little kitten, i want to breed a tiger, i want roaches to die, i want pandas to not be extinct, i want more trees to grow and the list goes on and on.

i want a lot of things, im only human ;)

2010-02-18T20:27:00.001+08:00

B R A N D O N J O H N
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MI AMOR!!!

I think I'm gonna make this post short and simple. So here goes ;)

you are my love and my bestfriend. Has anyone ever said thank you on your birthday? Haha I wanna say THANK YOU for existing in my world and for simply being you. Thank you for having the sweetest smile in the world. Thank you for dealing with the bullshit I put you through. Thank you for being such an amazing friend to me. Thank you for being such an awesome boyfriend.
Bottom line is; You are awesomely amazing and I will forever and always have a special place for you in my heart :)
Gah you're 19 now! Again, older than me until December comes. Haha I sure hope you love the present I got for you :)

I love you, best friend :)
<3333

x srya

2010-02-06T17:36:00.001+08:00

SOS please someone help me,
It's not healthy for me to feel this.
Y O U R making this hard.

Excuse the lyrics, Rihanna is on the radio now :)

I am now occupied with my hectic schedule and I cannot WAIT for the coming cny break. I'm gonna be sleeping all day and stuffing myself with grammas awesome cooking :D

So here's the line up;

1. Microeconomics assignment on the CAR event
2. Grapevine activities- currently cupid valentines
3. Student council election
4. Music percussion project and research paper
5. Haiti fundraising campaign

And of course, work during the weekends. And it definitely doesn't help that my class ends late in the afternoon :/

I'm not complaining though. It's basically college. Stressful yes, but at least it keeps me occupied.

Another thing coming up during the cny break would be brandons birthday :)
He's turning 19. haha <3

sweet nothings on the go xx

Details In The Fabric

2010-01-25T16:05:00.001+08:00

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

sweet nothings on the go xx

2010-01-02T02:28:00.000+08:00

Happy New Years everyone!!

Here's to a fresh start and new beginnings. Hopefully it's gonna be a blast :)

I had a pretty awesome nye. hehe jesselton had an amazing firework display.

A tribute to 2009 for all of lifes lessons and a bangin welcome to 2010 :D

sweet nothings on the go xx

wow

2009-12-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

I've been keeping myself entertained and amused by very little things these past few weeks. thanks (again) to mom and dad for the oh so awesome birthday gift <3
Bong helped download a few apps including this BlogPress thing (which I'm testing out as we speak) and yeah. I can now blog anytime I feel like now. It's a win win WIN :)

Newyears is coming up. I'm still thinking of my newyears resolution :0
Ahwell. Happy Christmas :)

sweet nothings on the go xx

2009-12-20T00:17:00.001+08:00

im 18.

everyone who cares, thank you :)

2009-12-12T00:05:00.004+08:00

Amelia Earheart left Lae at 0000 hours on July 2nd. That was her final flight. The last transmission received by Amelia was at 0814 hours. An hour later, search procedures were implemented by Itasca after they're convinced she must have been been ditched at sea. President Roosevelt authorized a search for her that was however, abandoned 12 days later, July 18th, with no luck.

A tribute to Amelia Earheart
(& no, its not just because I have nothing to do)

2009-12-10T20:54:00.005+08:00

woah shit. i actually passed my finals for my first sem. well, not exactly great results but im thankful i passed. so that means im staying another term in ADP :)

however, screw Mary for the B- (im thankful, yes but still. sigh i feel very temberang)
thank you for the grade, Miss Ng. your sarcastic racist self has amused me quite a lot during classes :)

x surya

2009-12-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you,
with you :)

2009-12-06T21:48:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T01:08:00.001+08:00

which reminds me. happy 12th birthday hisham!! have fun in aussie u little runt :)

oh oh and happy 18th birthday to peter the pig tooo :)

2009-12-02T00:25:00.004+08:00

other than Thal and Alexis who knows and now that im done with the surprise, safe to announce that im back home? :)

hehe i spent my weekend at genting highlands with my parents. it was freezing and i did not enjoy the cold very much ==
sigh im warm blooded i suppose.

Lilya's going back to Japan and Fidia's visiting Phuket. damn imma miss them. but eh it's only gonna be a month. i'l be stuck with these people for 2yrs. haha. Lil and Fidia surprisingly went all the way to LCCT just to send me off. ofcourse with Goloque and Syazwan. but yeah it was super sweet of them. LCCT is pretty far from Putrajaya, Ampang, Subang and Damansara. heeee <333

woah first sems over. results are gonna be out in two weeks. im hoping i did well enough. term break just started, so imma enjoy every minute of it B)

starting with an applepie surprise :P

2009-11-20T18:12:00.010+08:00

ohgoshohgoshohgoshohgoshohgosh.

i watched 'a walk to remember' again a few days ago to recap my memory about the movie.

it's so so so super super sweeet and saddd. okay im pretty sure everyone already knows that so i'll spare the heartfelt moments.

its officially one of my fav movies ever. period.

i should be studying. finals starts in a few days. should i say im a little stressed about it? :/

oh happy 34th monthly anniversary mi amor. iloveyou xx :)

"Our love is like the wind...
I can’t see it, but I sure can feel it"

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Jamie Sullivan & Landon Carter, A Walk To Remember <3

2009-11-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

i had 4 tickets to the all american rejects concert last weekend, and i didnt go. why? cause i was very malas to go sentral and take the train to bukit jalil. yes yes i know, its AAR and they rarely come to Malaysia. but i was too lazy and tired especially since i just got back from work. and and i heard it sucked anyway. tyson looked even more stoned than the time he performed at world stage, and they had to wait until it was nearly 10 for aar to get on stage and perform. yes the thing started at 6. yes, they stood under the rain waiting for 3 plus plus hours, THEN they get to watch aar perform for only an hour plus :)
just when i was having a very unlucky week, that happens, and turns out, my luck's not that bad after all. bad, but that that bad :P

ali and hisham flew to brisbane today. i am super jealous. why? theyre staying there till january! bloody bastards ==
oh well. hope the buggers have fun though. but later i go back kk, it'll be super quiet at home :(
all the more reason to go out everyday :D

i watched whiteout already. it was a simple movie.
also watched jennifer's body. it was alright. just alright :)
and and and i watched michael jackson this is it; it was okay too.
now i wanna watch the time travellerrs wife, law abiding citizens, inglorious basterds and i cant wait for new moon :D
gonna watch it with applepie. oh oh and imma watch it with thal too :D
all that would come after finals are over of course (which is about two weeks away. sigh) ==
its november and first term is almost over. time flies :)

oh! which reminds me! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHIE MICHELLE MARILYN DEBBIE JACKSON BOIJOL! :D

2009-11-01T14:29:00.003+08:00

this is lilya. shes a witch :p

i went to manyoke's place with lilya before heading over to campus for the halloween thing. we thought we were gonna be late cause we got stuck in this roundabout called 'kewajiban'. and i dont know why its named that either :S

when we got there, it hasn't even started yet. and they moved the venue to the parking lot. the whole place was decorated with toilet rolls and strings 0.0

the sabahans.... and one seremban dude.

kc, me, siti :)

meli :D

okay so halloween turned out better than expected. i thought it was gonna be super boring but then it turned out to be okay. not great, but just okay. the ghost house was quite funny actly :)

2009-10-27T17:49:00.008+08:00

Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

the song i related to most some years ago when all those teenage angst inside me was building up. the drama, the backstabbing, the lost of trust... shit like that i suppose. some people and some things (mainly writing and music) helped me through it.

sure i might go back to those feelings sometimes but a part of me is super glad that part of my life is done and dealt with.
and if it ever comes up again, i guess i'll know how to face it? :)

c'est la vi .

2009-10-26T19:05:00.004+08:00

blogging due to utter boredom.
its night fall already and im apparently still in campus. why? nooo, not class at this hour. im stuck at the library working on a group assignment in preparation for an argumentative essay for english.
miss mary thought it'd be a good source of entertainment (for her) to have us debate with one another, and the winning team gets extra marks for finals (which to the class, is a HUGE deal)

education is mind control. agreed?

well i need to disagree- unfortunately. sighh.
back to work. i suck at speaking.

oh! on a completely unrelated topic, im seriously not much of a kpop fan but my brother got me to watch this video and now its literally stuck in my head ==

2009-10-25T04:58:00.003+08:00

i am gay enough to admit that i am utterly out of my mind and i can no longer think straight... for now.

in other news, i've discovered that its advisory to take up a foreign language for my international relations subject next term. maybe french? :)

&& i feel like visiting my sister in aussie? maybe. highly unlikely. imyb <3 see you soon. song dedication : far away by nickelback

ah well. xo

2009-10-24T13:14:00.005+08:00

And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe

And I was nearly scared to death
And I was nearly scared to death
Of what you left in paragraphs
Of what you left in paragraphs
The words were nearly over us
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall
Like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question
Is everyone here make-believe?
With a tear in His voice
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing
To no one but me?

As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark

So let me think of how to word it
Is it too soon to say "perfect"?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall
Like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question
Is everyone here make-believe?
With a tear in His voice
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing
To no one but me?

And if you sing to me sweet till then
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know;
We'll meet again
And El, I'll have you know I'm scared to death

Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die
You swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your arms
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall
Like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question
Is everyone here make-believe?
With a tear in His voice
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing
To no one but me..

2009-10-23T18:35:00.007+08:00

the chuck bass file ;

& i found this on pre's facebook note :)

I’m actually very traditional when it comes to love. I think that - when I decide I want to get married - I have to be the one getting down on one knee. Unlike some, I do attach value to this thing called marriage.”

— Ed Westwick

in case it wasnt obvious enough, yes i prefer chuck over nate and dan :P

2009-10-19T13:10:00.003+08:00

I dont know what to feel, or what to say.
im here and you're so far away.
are you bored of hearing me say i miss you?
cause i do.

i have the punk goes pop and punk goes acoustic on repeat on my playlist :)

pre-registration for next term happened last week. i had it planned, kept going over the schedules and classes and decided on the 5 subjects i wanted to take.

1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101
3. Chemistry 101
4. World Religion
5. Interpersonal Communications

but then, when i went to see my advisor. he opted for me to drop world religion and take up malaysian studies (to get it over with asap) and instead of taking chemistry 101, i should take chemistry 105 since i took chemistry before. the difference? 101 is similar to highschool chemistry. 105 is apparently more detailed, organic chemistry as they call it, easy fail for me :/
so the list looked like this after that.

1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101
3. Chemistry ~~101~~ 105
4. ~~World Religion~~ Malaysian Studies
5. Interpersonal Communications

it was acceptable. he knew better. good thing he made no objections about me taking 5 subs next term. so i went to the office and i queud up to preregister for 4 long hours :)
guess what else?

1. International Relation 105
2. ~~Theatre 101~~ FULL
3. Chemistry ~~101~~ 105
4. ~~World Religion~~ Malaysian Studies
5. ~~Interpersonal Communications~~ FULL

3 subjects for next term? i dont think so. they showed me a list of available subjects left cause the classes are yet to be filled.
and this happened.

1. International Relation 105
2. ~~Theatre 101~~ Introduction to Music
3. Chemistry ~~101~~ 105
4. ~~World Religion~~ Malaysian Studies
5. ~~Interpersonal Communications~~ Microeconomics

good thing about this? i have Lilya as my classmate for microecons. not sure if i'll have fidia in any class tho :(
but me and economics?? confirm DIE (but lets hope not) :S

but eh. other than the mountaneous pile of assignments, college is pretty awesome :)
muuuuuuuuuuuuccchhh better than highschool :D
but it could be better if someone was here with me *coughbjcough*

i miss the girls. yie, thal, alexis. yerr when u guys coming ohhh. sad oh me. sigh <3

2009-10-19T12:37:00.001+08:00

a flashback.

:)

2009-10-12T07:43:00.004+08:00

"you used to call me your angel,
said i was sent straight down from heaven.
you'd hold me close in your arms,
i love the way you felt so strong.
i never wanted you to leave.
i wanted you to stay here holding me.
i miss you, i miss your smile,
and i still shed a tear, every once in a while.
and eventhough its different now,
you're still here somehow,
my heart won't let you go. and i need you to know.
i miss you, shalalala, i miss you."

b <3

2009-10-12T07:29:00.003+08:00

i have lost my most (one of my most) prized possession ;

my peace necklace.

until i see it again, i shall be emo...... and sad :(

if anyone's seen it, please please please let me know?

2009-10-10T10:20:00.002+08:00

"your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,
do you know you're unlike any other?
you'll always be my thunder,
and i said your eyes, are the brightest of all the colors,
I dont ever wanna love another,
you'll always be my thunder.

applepie <3

2009-10-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

500 days of summer <3

zooey xx :)

2009-10-09T19:23:00.001+08:00

happy birthday emily quah! :)

2009-10-04T18:42:00.002+08:00

what happens when emily's around and there's nothing to do

2009-10-04T18:40:00.001+08:00

ever had that extremely annoying feeling when u cant breathe right cause your nose is apparently blocked?

yeah. its annoying

2009-08-13T17:45:00.004+08:00

surya's a broke college student now!

as you can obviously see,

my blog is pretty dead :)

and i've betrayed blogspot by moving on to twitter to update my supposed "feelings and thought" :D

so eh. whoops, im just too much of a lazy arse to update, most probably cause i dont know what to say or what to type or i just plain dont wanna announce what i do in detail in public (yes i consider this pretty public)

anyone who doesnt need my blog to keep track of me, probly has my number (which they do and obviously they know whats going on with me mainly cause they text and call. <3 u girlies! ;)

so yeah. im not murdering my blog just yet. think of me being... on hiatus :D
yes i suck. im procrastinating -_-

brandonnn, i miss youuuuuuuu.

p/s. i am in love with wonderwall all over again <3

2009-07-05T03:42:00.002+08:00

i have the hugest urge to watch re-runs of the addams family now.
i'd name my daughter wednesday but i dont want her playing with any sharp objects or weapons of any sort.
if i were to name my son friday though, it'd be weird cause i dont him to turn out a cannibal then spend the rest of his life with a male named Robinson Crusoe and not get married -.-

i've been feeling slightly off these days. i've been rummaging through an old playlist consisting of tons of music from the 90s which included boybands such as NSYNC, Westlife, A1, Boyzone, etc. haha they were actly very good- and thats my childhood talking cz i grew up listening to them. oh and santana and toploader too ;)
currently listening to? Miley Cyrus and moving on to American Diary.

So i got my off days next week :D
tuesday til sunday. hehe gonna be doing some travelling with the sister for a bit. so i wont be around for those days ;)
destinations are kuching (for the rainforest music festival!), then off to johor to meet the parents i think. spending dads birthday on sunday on the plane back to kk maybe? :)
then start working on monday all over again. ohwell. gonna have to enjoy it as much as i can.
wont really be around for much longer.

the girls are planning on a day trip to manukan before i leave. cant wait :D
text me to confirm?

i miss applepie :(

2009-05-15T04:55:00.002+08:00

my recently added favourite videos :)

i must and will watch '17Again' when it comes out. watching 'Angels&Demons' sooooonn

2009-05-15T04:25:00.002+08:00

why why why why whyyyy

evryones going to form6. hmmph
although this would be a nice chance to say "HAH YOU'RE GOIN BACK TO SCHOOOLL, YA SILLY SCHOOL KIDS"
but errrrr. hehe lek bah kamu :P

ee i feel left out. again.
even brandons going to form6. whyyyh :[

surya's not going to form6. why? just naturally not interested i suppose.
but i remembered when i was 9, i said "after form5, im going to form6. why? cause 6 is bigger than 5"

i've been thinking. i am realllyyy lazy when it comes to studying now. so it seems all i wana do is jalan2, makan2 and maybe go travelling. i seriously decided to continue my studies next jan instead.

but somehow, fate came to bite me in the arse when a letter came in a day after i decided. the letter landed in my mothers hands and it was an offer letter to Taylors College for the august intake. my mother immediately called me and said "bawa bapa pi register ah"
& since i was half asleep, all i said was "ok" and hung up.
I guess im going to college then?

& i would've really went through with my plans about studying next jan instead, but dad wouldn't let me go travelling & my laziness came back. so eh. what the heck. new chapter calls.

but but but i will sangat sangat rindu my sayangs lah. yieyie whos going to uitm in sepanggar, brandon whos going to form6 :(, thal who just kicked off her term in KCC && loads of more of others. i heard thems girlies are going to maktab sabah for form6. wow reli never expected that. now im hoping michie's scholarship is gonna land her somewhere nearby. or better yet, at taylors trus! preee? u going to college ba kan? wana go kl together? hehe

hmmmmm im leaving in august. resigning in july. hopefully i'll get to see everyone before i leave lah. wth so cornyyy ohhhhh. hahaha

now lets watch Taylor Swift's new video! :D
Lucas Till! So so so cute smileeeeee :D

2009-04-25T00:07:00.005+08:00

happy 18th birthday thal! :D

hehe hanging around with u and md yesterday was fuuunnn <33

i love youuu :P

ya la bah. jiwang pun jiwang lahh. u like it anyway! dont u minta puji there. hahaha :P

dont forget our trip around the world!

starting with california! no not london. london after california :O

its either london or newyork, but california first! hmph :P

hehe && go makan2 again.

next trip is the beach kaan? or was it the salon? er call md k? hahaha

happy birthday!

(no, u cant paint my nails again unless u wana eat nail polish inside ur cookies)

<33

p/s, brandon says happy birthday too. hehe

2009-04-18T12:37:00.004+08:00

i absolutely positively adore this girl. she's amazingly pretty and she's weird :P

and her songs really get to me. haha yea, im in love with her music i think :)

i listen to her alot. she makes sense (in a way)

hey, we all find some sense in things we like, dont we? haha

oh i am sorry if my page is annoying you. your probly listening to something on your itunes and the minute u clicked on my page, my songs just clashes with yours. for that, i apologize :)

OH OH THE CAST OF NEW MOON HAS BEEN CONFIRMED! :D
i still say skip the movie, read the book. but eh. new moon might be better than twilight (movie-wise) :)

one more thing. to anyone who couldnt go to bakat interact, u didnt miss much. it wasnt all that. seriously.and im sorry to say (but no offence) im a bit disappointed convent din win for the 3rd consecutive year in a row. hmmmnot gonna comment anything on the performance :xi might be dead by this time next week if i do :x

2009-04-04T02:23:00.005+08:00

hm i had my offday and i literally slept all day and woke up at 6pm. wow

okay, so i was talking to mi amor on ym and browsing through youtube when i stumbled into this :

performed and written by

Name : Beverly Rachel

Age : 16 (i think)

School : SFC

all i can say is WOW. i am very very impressed. brandon is too. he found it very unbelievable. haha :P
see, this is the type of malaysian musician i would wana publish about. and anyone who knows me well enough would know how i really feel about the local music scene :)
hehee and trust me, if you're from malaysia and i say you're good, that's saying A LOT :P
yes i am very critical when it comes to movies and music (i think) :)
yes yes, i know i sound shallow and conceited by saying this but eh. everyone's a critic :O

now on to a mix asian american lady which happens to be brandon's favourite female singer at the moment :O
she's has a soothing voice, i have to admit :)
watch watch watch! :O

i like this one :)

kinda funny dontcha think? :P

and and i love demi lovato oh. she's prettier redi thisss :)

depressing song. but er yeah. haha

SCHOOL BOY HUMOR - REALIZE BY COLBIE CAILLAT! :D

i simply love love this band. hehe

somehow i realised i post a lot of videos every one or two blogposts :P

haihh so gay ohh. it almost a month since i've owned my very first guitar which i now call sterling instead of ortega and i still cant play a single thing :(
im gonna grow fat soon! kerja tidur makan makan kerja tidur makan whip cream. gla mannn. if not fat pun, high chances of diabetes. shiit :S

oh i just found out today we have a new prime minister :O
i wont start talking polictics cause anyone who knows me well enough knows i suck at talking politics :)

oh oh! happy belated april fools everyone! i did absolutely nothing this year (good girl kan? :D)
did you? tell me what you did lah. make me laugh more :P

i feel tired. im going back to work tomorrow. hmmm oh well. no one ever said work was gonna be easy :x

imma go back to sleep now ;p

2009-03-13T13:54:00.002+08:00

a few days ago, i got myself an acoustic guitar. hahaha something i promised myself when my pay comes in ;p
and now i cant help but finish my salary on shopping -.-
CURSE YOU TEMPTATION!

ok soo the topic all 91ers have been buzzing about. results.
good news is i passed my bm! :D
bad news is i almost failed addmath (but then again, i blame the teacher cause he wouldnt let me drop the subject in the first place. second blame goes to the SISTER cause she bawa jalan the day before the paper claiming she can teach me. needless to say, she was absolutely clueless)

now off to college with me! taylors? yes yes, maybe. the plan now is taylors :)
i want applepie to come along with me! >:O

next stop : college
career choice : journalist :)

2009-03-04T03:35:00.003+08:00

im thinking of changing my link up there.

im just getting bored of it i guess :]

a lot of things been happening so yea. i guess its time for a teensy change?

just a tiny little bit though :)

here ya go,

met-ah-morphosis.blogspot.com

obviously, its taken from the word metamorphosis but with a little touch of suryaness :p

metamorphosis means transformation or change (ignore the part where insects are involved)

hehe.

link changes officially by the 1st of April ok? ;]

SPM results are in 10 days and counting. not sure if i'm ready for that :x

siighh.

2009-02-23T03:36:00.002+08:00

i want to post up pretty pictures i get from the internet, but i cant :(

i like the word pwned :)

who are you and why are you reading my blog? answer me!

i like working at starbucks :)

i feeel inferior now :(

i need to wrote, write, write :)

i wanna watch youtube :(

im watching youtube :)

joe jonas is not mine :(

brandon john is mine :)

this is a frownie :(

this is a smiley :)

my brother is a not here :(

my brother is a bodoi :)

my sister is bikin panas :(

i sayang my sister :)

im bored as hell :(

go write something in that chat box :)

<=====

here's a songfic:

You Should Have Lied - Stephenie McIntosh

"You know what!? Just shut up! What were you thinking!!" she screamed hysterically at him.

"It didn't mean a thing to me.."

"Then why? Why'd you do it?"

"....."

"Just answer me this.. Why HER? Why not somebody else? Someone I can hate? Someone I DON'T know. Someone who's not.. my. best. friend.."

He finally looked up at her wet eyes "I... I'm sorry.. The pressure was there.. The guys planted it in my head that- nothing would go wrong.. They told me about how I'd be stuck with just you and nobody else once the wedding was over.. It was suppose to be a one night thing.. I couldn't keep it from you.."

"So I'm not enough am I? Not enough for you till you WANTED to have another one night stand a few days before our wedding day.."

He took her hands in his "I want you"

"If you wanted me enough, you WOULDN'T have done it.. If you wanted me around, you should've lied.. It's over" she whispered with tears running down her cheeks.

And with that, she took of the ring and let it fall off her grasp..

--- the song was stuck in my head. shut up. i know i suck at story writing. sigh. bah byebyee :)

2009-02-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

i went for coffee series just now at citymall conducted by KEYLIS.

yes, our district coffee master for sabah.

she's adorable. i like looking at her

(ew, not in that lesbo sense. get your mind straight people!)

so yea. haha

anyone interested in attending another round o' coffee series next month at one borneo?

17th March at 7pm.

Keylis is gonna be conducting again since she's the only district coffee master for sabah.

she's much cuter in person :)

araimaite minum kopi tenom B)

2009-02-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

okay i couldnt sign into my blog for the past week for unknown reasons when i tried to :S

first things first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SAYANG MR GETE PERVERTED HORNY SIR BRANDON MIANG JOHN :DDD

ok i made that name up, he's seriously not like that. hahaha

you are now OFFICIALLY 18 and a paedophile for dating an underaged girl (namely, me) :P

i love you nonetheless.

hope you had a happy birthday x]

Oh and to everyone else especially mi chicas, happy late valentines day :)

i had a good valentine despite work ;p

how was yours? :)

i wana know alll about it. ahaha

i miss cheche and abang :(

2009-02-02T06:36:00.004+08:00

im happy about some things :)

flashback to the 20th January 2009.

happy 2nd anniversary mi amor <3

Theres a whisper in the air you breathe
Underneath a sky tonight

Theres a piece of you

Inside my heart

That runs too deep to describe

And your so much more then Wonderful

So much more then i can see

And i could spend forever hoping

You'd be here with me.

Here with me.

When the world is me so ended

with nothing left to say

Theres an Angel in your voice

That tells me Everything OK.

And your so much more then Wonderful

So much more then I can see.

And i could spend forever hoping

You'd be here with me.

Here with me.

And your so much more then wonderful

so much more then i can see

and i could spend forever hoping

you'd be here with me.

yes, corny. i know. haha shoot me if u must :P

ok. back to the present. i need to go do things that'll pump the rush of adrenaline in me. seriously, things are getting too... routine-ish. yuck. how i dislike that word :/

oh im reading this interesting book. i'll type out the first note for ya

a note from Georgia,

Dear chumettes and chums,

I hope you are alrighty as two alrighty things. I am, though ONCE AGAIN I am full of exhaustiosity. I have been busy as a bee (two bees) finishing my latest oeuvre. Oh yes, AND I have been to Hamburger-a-gogo land to see for myself the nation that cannot be bothered to put the "i"in the second half of words... like aluminium, for instance, which those lazy cats spell aluminum. Where would we be if none of us could be bothered to finish off our words properly? I'll tell you where we would be, we would be up shi cree without a padd, that's where.

As you will see, I have reached new heights of sophisticosity in this latest of my oeuvres... boys, lipstick, snogging, snogging, red-bottomosity, jokes about sausages and pants - the list is endless.

I do this only because I love you.

Georgia

p.s. you don't know what oeuvre means, do you?

p.p.s. You think it's french for eggs, don't you? like oeuf.

p.p.p.s. you think I have been saying that I have just finished writing my new egg.

p.p.p.p.s. Look it up in the glossary you lazy minxes, I am far too tired to explain. I have to go and have a lie down on my snogging emporium (bean bag)...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hehe. that's the intro to the book i guess :)

i wana go bungee jumping or cliff diving :/

hm i miss my sister :(

2009-02-02T05:32:00.003+08:00

i cant sleep and i have absolutely nothing to do.
apparently im one of megs taggersssssss;
here goessss

rules :

- pick your birth month .

- strike out anything that doesn't apply you .

- bold the ones that best applies to you .

- italicize the things that aren't entirely true, but not wrong either.

- copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .

- tag 10 people .

or , you can just do it like this.

two words : color coding :)

im one of them december minxes :)

~~Suave and compromising~~. Careful, cautious ~~and organized~~. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and collected. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. ~~Very confident~~. Sensitive. ~~Good memory~~. ~~Clever and knowledgeable~~. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. ~~Able to motivate oneself~~. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy , especially in relationships. ~~Systematic~~.

i tag :
cheche, ann, nana, nina.. er basically you (yes you, the ones who's reading this now) :]

JANUARY : stubborn and hard - hearted . ambitious and serious . loves to teach and be taught . always looking at people's flaws and weekness . likes to criticize . hardworking and productive . smart , neat and organized . sensitive and has deep thoughts . knows how to make others happy . quiet unless excited or tensed . rather reserved . highly attentive . resistant to illness but prone to colds . romantic but has difficulties expressing love . love children . loyal . has great sosial abilities yet easily jealous . very stubborn and mony cautious .

FEBRUARY : abstract thoughts . loves reality and abstract . intelligent and cleaver . changing personality . attractive . sexy . temperamental . quiet , shy and humble . honest and loyal . determined to reach goals . loves freedom . rebellious when restricted . loves aggressiveness . too sensitive and easily hurt . gets angry really easily but does not show it . dislikes unnecessary things . loves making friend but rarely shows it . daring and stubborn . ambitious . realizes dreams and hopes . sharp . loves entertainment and leisure . romantic on the inside not outside . superstitious and ludicrous . spendthrift . tries to learn to show emotions .

MARCH : attractive personality . sexy . affectionate . shy and reserved . secretive . naturally honest , generous and sympathetic . loves peace and serenity . sensitive to others . loves to serve others . easily angered . trustworthy . appreciative and returns kindness . observant and assesses others . revengeful . loves to dream and fantasize . loves traveling . loves attention . hasty decisions in choosing partners . loves home decors . musically talented . loves special things . moody .

APRIL : active and dynamic . decisive and hasty but tends to regret . attractive and affectionate to oneself . strong mentality . loves attention . diplomatic . consoling , friendly and solves people's problems . brave and fearless . adventurous . loving and caring . suave and generous . emotional . aggressive . hasty . good memory . moving . motivates oneself and others . sickness usually of the head and chest . sexy in a way that only their lover can see .

MAY : stubborn and hard - hearted . strong - willed and highly motivated . sharp thought . easily angered . attracts others and loves attention . deep feelings . beautiful physically and mentally . firm standpoint . need no motivation . easily consoled . systematic ( left brain ) . loves to dream . strong clairvoyance . understanding . sickness usually in the ear and neck . good imagination . good physical . weak breathing . loves literature and arts . love traveling . dislike being at home . restless . not having many children . hardworking . high spirited . spendthrift .

JUNE : thinks far with vision . easily influenced by kindness . polite and soft - spoken . having ideas . sensitive . active mind . hesitating , tends to delay . choosy and always wants the best . temperamental . funny and humourous . loves to jokes . good debating skills . talkative . daydreamer . friendly . knows how to make friends . able to show character . easily hurt . prone to getting colds . loves to dress up . easily bored . fussy . seldom shows emotions . takes time to recover when hurt . brand conscious . executive . stubborn .

JULY : fun to be with . secretive . difficult to fathom and to be understood . quiet unless excited or tensed . takes pride in oneself . has reputation . easily consoled . honest . concerned about people's feelings . tactful . friendly . approachable . emotional temperamental and unpredictable . moody and easily hurt . witty and sparkly . not revengeful . forgiving but never forgets . dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things . guides others physically and mentally . sensitive and forms impressions carefully . caring and loving . treats others equally . strong sense of sympathy . wary and sharp . judges people through observation . hardworking . no difficulties in studying . loves to be alone . always broods about the past and the old friends . likes to be quiet . homely person . waits for friends . never looks for friends . not agressive unless provoked . prone to having stomach and dieting problems . loves to be loved . easily hurt but takes long to recover .

AUGUST : loves to joke . attractive . suave and caring . brave and fearless . firm and has leadership qualities . knows how to console others . too generous and egoistic . takes high pride in onself . thirsty for praises . extraordinary spirit . easily angered . angry when provoked . easily jealous . observant . careful and cautious . thinks quickly . independent thoughts . loves to lead and to be led . loves to dream . talented in arts , music and defense . romantic . loving and caring . loves to make friends .

SEPTEMBER : suave and compromising . careful , cautious and organized . likes to point out people's mistakes . likes to criticize . stubborn . quiet but able to talk well . calm and cool . kind and sympathetic . concerned and detailed . loyal but not always honest . does work well . confident . sensitive . good memory . clever and knowledgeable . loves to look for information . must control oneself when criticizing . able to motive oneself . understanding . fun to be around . secretive . love leisure and traveling . hardly shows emotions . tends to bottle up feelings . very choosy , especially in relationships . systematic .

OCTOBER : loves to chat . loves those who loves them . loves to take things on the center . inner and physically beauty . lies but doesn't pretend . gets angry often . treats friends importantly . always making friends . easily hurt but recovers easily . daydreamer . opinionated . does not care of what others think . emotional . decisive . strong clairvoyance . loves to travel , the arts of literature . touchy and easily jealous . concerned . loves outdoors . just and fair . spendthrift . easily influenced . easily loses confidence . loves children .

NOVEMBER : has a lot of ideas . difficult to fathom . thinks forward . unique and brilliant . extraordinary ideas . sharp thinking . fine and strong clairvoyance . can become good doctors . dynamic in personality . secretive . inquisitive . knows how to dig secrets . always thinking . less talkative but amiable . brave and generous . patient . stubborn and heart - hearted . if there is a will , there is a way . determined . never give up . hardly becomes angry unless provoked . loves to be alone . thinks differently from others . sharp - minded . motivates oneself . does not appreciate praises . high - spirited . well - built and tough . deep love and emotions . romantic . uncertain in relationship . homely . hardworking . high abilities . trustworthy . honest and keeps secrets . not able to control emotions . unpredictable .

DECEMBER : loyal and generous . sexy . patriotic . active in games and interactions . impatient and hasty . ambitious . influential in organizations . fun to be with . loves to socialize . loves praises . loves attention . loves to be loved . honest and trustworthy . not pretending . short tempered . changing personality . not egotistic . take high pride in oneself . hates restrictions . loves to joke . good sense of humor . logical .

2009-01-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

Directions:
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.
You can't tag the person who tagged you.
Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. i like staring into space.. and people :p
2. ann manson bilang saya dorky :/ but she misses me. hehe i miss her too! :3
3. i love my ipod! x3
4.i think centipedes and cockroaches and other gross revolting bugs should never exist :o
5. caffeine makes me sleepy. sugar makes me hyper :]
6. im easily entertained :D but easily bored as well :/ go dance like a leprechaun for me! :D
7. i like it when it rains but that means coldness and angkat kain -.-
8. im still not over the fact i've graduated highschool and therefore, dare i say this to sfc, GOOD RIDDANCE! hehe :p
9. i can ramble on n on n on about pointless stuff like how gay the jonas brothers are but i love them. hahaha
10. i met an adorable 9yr old american named chelsea and she loves chocolate cream chip. hehe
11. my cat has unknown ways of entering my room even after i've locked the door :/
12. i have the gift of shutting people out completely. hehe (seriously, i can turn off my ears if i refuse to listen) :p
13. i can randomly text you n say "i have ten toes!"
14. i wana try that zinger tower. i think i have an obsession for burgers. oh n curly fries! i love curly fries n onion rings! :D which is ironic considering i dont eat onions :x hmmm
15. i want to go sukan tahunan. hehe bah bla the date and what time n where? tell me! hahaha
16. 20th january 2009! happy anniversary mi amor!! :DDD

i taggsssss---

1. Noor Sahara Alishar

2. Zuryn girlfriend Ali

3. Abdul Qayyum Jumadi

4. Megavani Kumar

5. Kay

hehe ;p

2009-01-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

hello helloooo.
i have about an hour before i need to go.
awwwwwwwwwww i miss you peopleee :[

and i miss how u put up with my crappy rambling in this pathetic excuse of which i call a blog.
hahaha before i start crapping, i would like to say,
ok there's not much to say. so on with the crap! :D

i think something's wrong since i got my job. dont get me wrong, working at starbucks is a lot of fun for me :D
but then, when i get home, i should be getting a good sleep after a tiresome day at work.
instead i stay up all night, not reli being able to sleep. instead i sleep throughout the day til its ATLEAST 3 hours before i need to go to work again -.-
CURSE YOU NOER! I BLAME YOU! ok i take that back :x
what do they call this again? insomnia? people use that word a lot. hmmmmm :/

ah well. i've just noticed its the new years! haha
so that means busy busy busy for athletic people and cheerleaders :pp
u busy busy ni kan ANN MANSON? :P
hahaha bah bah. jaga la youuu. spm this yearrr. dont worry. u pandai ba. i have faith in youuu ;pp
hehe

NANA! WHY AM I MEAN? :(
er was it the whole rub it in thing? er sorry :x
syg you baaaaaaaaaaaa :(

ok so im looking at Taylor Swift singing on youtube now.its a video from the AMAs.
YOU. WATCH THIS. NOW! haha :p

so sad la her face. she looks like she's trying not to cry :(
stupid jonas for breaking her heart -.-stupid surya for stil liking them jonas eventhough they're gay :/

i wana go out. i miss my girls. eventhough i went out with some of them a while back but yea.
siapa ingin bersiar-siar dengan saya? :oo
ohmygod wtf was that? hahahaha

ok gtg now. xxx (:

2009-01-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

first thing's first,

HAPPY NEW YEARS! :D

yea i know, kind off a late wish but still.

HAHA! YOU'RE GOING BACK TO SCHOOOL!
i know, rub it in.. rub it in.. hahaha

hey it's a new year, it's a fresh start, it's a whole new door to more opportunities and such which most of you will be sure to have ;]
to pmr students, goodluck, all the best.
to the new form4 students, no matter what class you get, here's a word of advice. you can rest till atleast June, then its time to catch up on everything (:
to form 5 students! so yea, a new war has begun. GOODLUCK AGAINST SPM! trust me, no slacking off! i slacked off and i regret it. sigh.
oh well. i'll just have to wait for march then.

so technically, im working now (:
where? starbucks. haha at one borneo :p
the interview made me sick to my stomach. the jitterbugs got me that time. but yay! i passed! haha
drop by if you're free ;]

hm thats it i guess. again, HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY! :D

2008-12-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

my computer is till not here yet! :[

ahah! im backk :D

what? i never left? :o

ok, i'll fill you in la. haha

i've been spending the last 6days at KL (:

some of the people there are quite rude :(

seriously. i was taking the LRT, when the people kept pushing and pushing and pushing till i almost FELL, and they still kept pushing!!
ok maybe i cant exactly blame em. maybe they were chasing time or something?
but this one girl actually pushed me outta the way (as if i wasnt almost falling enough) just to get to the freakin seat! wtf??

the streets are busy. gives a rush of adrenaline and the shopping is awesome! (expensive, but awesome) :P
did u know the zinger there is cheaper and bigger than it is here?! D:
shiiiiiiiit. hahaha
lagi2, its the sales season. banyak murah laaa x]
i attempted at semenanjung-ish slang.. yea, not working so well :P
teeheee.
i'll be back later for more update. my sister wants the laptop now. gosh i miss the desktop :(

oh, and thank you for the birthday wishes! :DD

im one year closer to my death (wow thats depressing)

but it also means im one year closer to doing something you younger kids cant do such as obtaining a driving license! HAHAHA

ok i'll stop now. hehe (:

2008-12-07T10:35:00.003+08:00

sulina owes me a nickel for this :P

1. What is your name?
- my name is suurryyaa. longer for surya. but call me suryaa. or sur. or sue. or smiles. i like smiles. hahaha :P

2. Do you like travelling?
- yes. very much actually (: but long drives in small cars? not such a good idea for me :x

3. Where have you been?
- places laa (:

4. What was the best trip you think?
- Sea World! Goldcoast. i miss them polarbears :(

5. When was the best place you can go shopping?
- hm. most probably.... i dont know oh. i like shopping anywhere with my kind of clothes laa (:

6. Which place can you enjoy the scenery?
- i can pretty much enjoy the view at Southbank (:

7. What is the funniest memory you can remember?
- a time when i laughed too hard til my stomach started aching :P

I TAGGGG
MEGAVANI KUMAR! hehe :P
ANN MANSON (must!)
ANYS! (teheee)
SUZAINIE ABDUL HAMID :D

2008-12-02T20:48:00.008+08:00

ok so yea. my computer's STILL busted. poor not so little me :(

HAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE I AM DONE WITH YOU, YA FREAKIN SPM!

see that wishlist on the left of your screen? scan it down. yes I'VE STRIKED THROUGH THAT SPM WISH! :D
(yes i think i've got a little bit of mental problem now that its over. teeheee)
now im just stressing about that dang result. im pretty sure im screwed in all those 9/10 subjects (excluding bi)

i went to watch twilight after the paper yesterday. and i watched it again today. ohemgeee?
i am completely in awe of Alice and Jasper oh.
Isabella and Edward too corny la in the movie. and i kept comparing the movie to the book which took the fun out everything but yea. thats just me. weeee ;p
all in all. the movie was good (:
not as good as the boook, but still good (:

BUT KAAAAANN:

lets be completely honest here, the book was awesome shit, the trailer DIDNT impress me, THE MOVIE WAS SURE AS HELL DID NOT LIVE UP TO MY EXPECTATIONS.

being the movie freak that i am (kinda), yea laa. no chemistry la robert and kristen :/

the lines were too corny bah. the director thinks all teenagers are that too corny type of cheesy meh? ofcourse, as a girl, i am IN LOVE with sweeeeeet shtuff, cheesy and corniness memang a MUST on romance films but the ones on twilight might be just a bit too much.

heck there was more chemistry between Jasper and Alice! (the actor/actress i'll check later)

i was like, nagging and comparing it to the book throughout the whole movie ohhh. they didnt quite made it clear that Bella is suppose to be a clutz. and they keep cutcutcut the movie! what the heck? even the part where he was suppose to run as fast as lightning? so fake oh. the graphics oso. harry potter graphics better ehhh.

and the way they say the lines? im a fan of kristen stewart no doubt, and a fan of robert pattinson since i saw him in harry potter, but they just DONT MIX! even the way they said their lines, like all seduction, no connection :(

but eh. if i didnt read the book, i'd totally say the movie was the awesome shit! yea la yea la. the movie was good oso la. if you don't judge and criticize as much as i do. hehe :P

i'd give it a 5.8/10! (:

btw. you should really listen to 6 months by hey monday. it kinda really relates to how bella really feels about edward. hehe :P

oh oh. sorry darlings, no pictures yet. computers not home yet and the camera cable ran away from me (as quoted by Bella's mom in the movie. hehe)

NOW SUZAI'S TAG THINGY THING THING.... thing :P
(sorry oct/nov taggers. i cant seem to relocate your tags)

1. Do you think you're hot?
- no, no and i like the warmth but no. wait. do you see me burst in anger? (:

2. Upload a favourite picture of yourself.
- NO (: why should i? :P

3. Do you like the picture?
- you dont make sense. arent i spose to like it since its a favorite? :O

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
- a while :(

5. What was th last song you listened to?
- Miley Cyrus/Fly on the Wall (:

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
- ignoring my brother (:

7. What name do you prefer besides your name?
- smiles! :D or sur. or su? sue too. or anything bj calls me. haha :p

8. 5 people i tag :
- crinkles
- nana
- feh
- ann
- koneaa

9. who is number 1?
- the gaystie :p

10. who is number 3 having a relationship with?
- later la i ask her (:

11. say something about number 5
- konea caffeinated cause she's always drunk with mochaa. hehe (:

12. how about number 4?
- she's on my favourite number which is 12 (: hi ann. hehe

13. who is buddy number 2?
- oh she's my younger adorable twin! :D

....... thats it? :O
mmbah. im gonna go do something i might or might not regret now.
since i have PLENTY OF FREE TIME already. haha im rubbing it in :P

xoxo

2008-11-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

just a quick post :P

well, bm was horrible, sejarah was horrendous, english was good, maths was ok, agama was fine, addmath was SHIT, chemistry was hell and.......

3 MORE EFFING PAPERS AND I AM FREEEEE! :D

i am excited, i am excited, i am excited!
only physics, est and accounts left! hope i can manage physics and accounts well though (:
but eh. 1ST DECEMBER HERE I COME! :D

xx

ok ok. lets seee. oh oh!
TWILIGHTS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK!
no shit i am so watching that movie! hehe. anyone wana blanja ah? :P

oh i think i got a job before im even done with spm (:
hehe. well, mom got me the job. er kinda.
my brother works there, but he's resigning next month.mom and sis talked to the manager.
they said i got the job and i start on the first :OO
but since my paper finishes on the first, i might start a few days later?
(so much for a short holiday) but hey, i got a job :D

oh, starbucks btw :P
haha

xx

3 more papers! wish me luck! :D
spm month is torture! -.-"

2008-11-07T19:50:00.004+08:00

ahem ahem, let me start off with how excited but at the same time, empty i feel now that the last day of high school is OFFICIALLY OVER!

and i mean, literally. NO MORE WAKING UP AT 5AM TO GET TO SCHOOL FOR ME!

its totally exciting laa. but a part of me kinda feels empty.

why? cause it feels like im leaving my teenhood as im leaving high school :/

yea, not exactly a fun feeling.

to all forms (whichever form u are as long as i know u and u know me),

I WILL MISS YOU! unless i dont like u la. but what are the odds? hehe. i dont dislike anyone... anymore (:

i will especially miss the students of 4SF'07 and 5SF'08, what can i say?

we've been through a lot. those chicas are seriously awesome independent ladies, no shit :P

we're awesome and we rock big time ;p

haha see ya rockstars at Rainforest Cafe on December 1st! :D

hm. i will NOT say goodbye to the school YET because im still sitting for my spm exam which starts in a few days by the way.

last paper, december 1st,

now THATS when i'll give a proper goodbye :')

oh oh. my computer busted.

im sad it did cause all my memories were saved on it and i dont have any copies of em.

even my work, my stories, my articles, my observations, my books, my pictures, my memories...

well everything laa. u get the point.

yes ann, i know how u feel. sigh!

but i will upload the memoirs of the last days of high school soon, i promise (:

ngam again the timing that for it to break down. now i wont be using the computer anymore.

this is my mothers laptop :P

shhh

oh konea, or anyone else, will do tagging duties once spm is over, alright? (:

SPM STARTS ON THE 11TH!

wish me luck!

xoxo <3

2008-10-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

ok, so my sister's confirmed her flight back to kk on november 15th.
she's been away for the past year? yea the past year. i think.

SO...
here's what im hoping from her when she gets back :P
(yes, i am well aware you're reading this che)
hahaha

i MUST want,
1. MALTESERS! you know im in love with those :D
2. to touch and use her SLR!
3. that roadtrip after SPM

and here's what im hoping for,
4. tutor me in chemistry and addmath
5. cute tops. hehe :P
6. accessories or a pair of sunnies (:

i cant think of anything else at the moment. i'll let you know when i do ;p

woohooo. november 15th! cant wait ;]

xx

i've been stressing lately. and i have huge zits to prove it :[
spm is in 12days?
goshh. ahwell, if u need me, just send me a text.
i wont be on as much from now on.
here's the daily schedule;

monday - friday
school in the morning,
library after school until 6,
tuition or stay at the library til 8,
go home, sleep the night off.
(of course that aint a fixed schedule. i still have a life ;)

sat & sunday
possibly go to starbucks to study (if i have the money)

siiighhh.

<3

2008-10-25T11:28:00.005+08:00

GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL!
I'VE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED BABY! :DDDD

the day where we paid rm75 to wear smelly 4years old robes, receive empty graduation files, eat underpriced food that looked like it costed rm3, and wear traditional clothes for just one morning (:

ok so maybe im not giving the school enough credit, but!

.................
okay, i cant think of any nice things to say about the school :O

hm. nothing much to blog about really. the morning was just full of laughter, smiles, ss-ing, talking, gossips, noise, rebellions and the word 'graduation'
hehe

oh! after the ceremony was over though, Fed, Vicky and I went to waterworld :D
just for fun ;p
we got there at 12 plus and the tihng hasnt opened yet. so we played around fo a while :D

and then it started raining (:
oh it was fun, we ran in the rain and swam in the rain too :D

hehe. now off i go
i've got a date with some sejarah books. sighh