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not everything can be seen by the naked eye.

x srya

lomo cam
▪ polaroid camera
long necklaces
▪ walk around Europe
short hair
▪ backpacking!
▪ write a book
a more random roadtrips!
▪ compose a song
travel locally
▪ travel internationally
▪ be in two places at once
▪ play the guitar
▪ go to africa
▪ make it to california :)



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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Tuesday, October 27

Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

the song i related to most some years ago when all those teenage angst inside me was building up. the drama, the backstabbing, the lost of trust... shit like that i suppose. some people and some things (mainly writing and music) helped me through it.
sure i might go back to those feelings sometimes but a part of me is super glad that part of my life is done and dealt with.
and if it ever comes up again, i guess i'll know how to face it? :)

c'est la vi .

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Monday, October 26

blogging due to utter boredom.
its night fall already and im apparently still in campus. why? nooo, not class at this hour. im stuck at the library working on a group assignment in preparation for an argumentative essay for english.
miss mary thought it'd be a good source of entertainment (for her) to have us debate with one another, and the winning team gets extra marks for finals (which to the class, is a HUGE deal)

education is mind control. agreed?

well i need to disagree- unfortunately. sighh.
back to work. i suck at speaking.


oh! on a completely unrelated topic, im seriously not much of a kpop fan but my brother got me to watch this video and now its literally stuck in my head ==

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Sunday, October 25

i am gay enough to admit that i am utterly out of my mind and i can no longer think straight... for now.

in other news, i've discovered that its advisory to take up a foreign language for my international relations subject next term. maybe french? :)

&& i feel like visiting my sister in aussie? maybe. highly unlikely. imyb <3 see you soon. song dedication : far away by nickelback

ah well. xo

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Saturday, October 24

And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe

And I was nearly scared to death
And I was nearly scared to death
Of what you left in paragraphs
Of what you left in paragraphs
The words were nearly over us
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall
Like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question
Is everyone here make-believe?
With a tear in His voice
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing
To no one but me?

As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark

So let me think of how to word it
Is it too soon to say "perfect"?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall
Like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question
Is everyone here make-believe?
With a tear in His voice
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing
To no one but me?

And if you sing to me sweet till then
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know;
We'll meet again
And El, I'll have you know I'm scared to death

Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die
You swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your arms
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go
And please don't let me go

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall
Like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question
Is everyone here make-believe?
With a tear in His voice
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing
To no one but me..

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Friday, October 23

the chuck bass file ;




& i found this on pre's facebook note :)

I’m actually very traditional when it comes to love. I think that - when I decide I want to get married - I have to be the one getting down on one knee. Unlike some, I do attach value to this thing called marriage.”

— Ed Westwick




in case it wasnt obvious enough, yes i prefer chuck over nate and dan :P

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Monday, October 19

I dont know what to feel, or what to say.
im here and you're so far away.
are you bored of hearing me say i miss you?
cause i do.


i have the punk goes pop and punk goes acoustic on repeat on my playlist :)

pre-registration for next term happened last week. i had it planned, kept going over the schedules and classes and decided on the 5 subjects i wanted to take.

1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101
3. Chemistry 101
4. World Religion
5. Interpersonal Communications

but then, when i went to see my advisor. he opted for me to drop world religion and take up malaysian studies (to get it over with asap) and instead of taking chemistry 101, i should take chemistry 105 since i took chemistry before. the difference? 101 is similar to highschool chemistry. 105 is apparently more detailed, organic chemistry as they call it, easy fail for me :/
so the list looked like this after that.

1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101
3. Chemistry 101 105
4. World Religion Malaysian Studies
5. Interpersonal Communications

it was acceptable. he knew better. good thing he made no objections about me taking 5 subs next term. so i went to the office and i queud up to preregister for 4 long hours :)
guess what else?

1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101 FULL
3. Chemistry 101 105
4. World Religion Malaysian Studies
5. Interpersonal Communications FULL

3 subjects for next term? i dont think so. they showed me a list of available subjects left cause the classes are yet to be filled.
and this happened.

1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101 Introduction to Music
3. Chemistry 101 105
4. World Religion Malaysian Studies
5. Interpersonal Communications Microeconomics

good thing about this? i have Lilya as my classmate for microecons. not sure if i'll have fidia in any class tho :(
but me and economics?? confirm DIE (but lets hope not) :S

but eh. other than the mountaneous pile of assignments, college is pretty awesome :)
muuuuuuuuuuuuccchhh better than highschool :D
but it could be better if someone was here with me *coughbjcough*

i miss the girls. yie, thal, alexis. yerr when u guys coming ohhh. sad oh me. sigh <3

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a flashback.



:)

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Monday, October 12

"you used to call me your angel,
said i was sent straight down from heaven.
you'd hold me close in your arms,
i love the way you felt so strong.
i never wanted you to leave.
i wanted you to stay here holding me.
i miss you, i miss your smile,
and i still shed a tear, every once in a while.
and eventhough its different now,
you're still here somehow,
my heart won't let you go. and i need you to know.
i miss you, shalalala, i miss you."
b <3


i have lost my most (one of my most) prized possession ;

my peace necklace.

until i see it again, i shall be emo...... and sad :(

if anyone's seen it, please please please let me know?

Saturday, October 10

"your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,
do you know you're unlike any other?
you'll always be my thunder,
and i said your eyes, are the brightest of all the colors,
I dont ever wanna love another,
you'll always be my thunder.


applepie <3

Friday, October 9

500 days of summer <3



zooey xx :)


happy birthday emily quah! :)
xx


Sunday, October 4










what happens when emily's around and there's nothing to do


ever had that extremely annoying feeling when u cant breathe right cause your nose is apparently blocked?

yeah. its annoying