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not everything can be seen by the naked eye.

x srya

▪ lomo cam
▪ polaroid camera
▪ long necklaces
▪ walk around Europe
▪ short hair
▪ backpacking!
▪ write a book
▪ a more random roadtrips!
▪ compose a song
▪ travel locally
▪ travel internationally
▪ be in two places at once
▪ play the guitar
▪ go to africa
▪ make it to california :)



Bituwin - template
Dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Tuesday, November 30
looking back

i honestly am trying to finish up on my music assignments before the due date if possible. dont think ill be able to cope with another last minute project though it does usually come out better than i hope.

so i was randomly going through my old blogposts a while ago, especially the ones i posted back in highschool. i couldnt help but laugh and feel slightly embarrassed by all the silly little things i wrote about. i couldnt believe it myself the amount of things i posted about. it does bring back some good memories but at the same time, i begin to wonder 'did i really write this?' haha. well no use regretting anything now. better to let bygones be bygones.

life works in funny ways, dont you think? i mean when you think you're the only person in the world with problems, you stop and think for a while and try looking at things in a completely different light from someone else's point of view. i've noticed my posts have been quite sad and emo lately but i'm starting to think that writing (or in this case, blogging) comes in handy when you have all these thoughts running through your head. good thing my blog circulation is pretty low. im still getting used to the fact that other people might read this. (yes, i know my blogs been up for a few years now and yes, i also know that i've rambled on about my personal life in the past but i dont anymore and im trying to understand why i ever did) which explains why my posts are usually filtered now.

x srya

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Wednesday, November 24
jayesslee

all i hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop.
oh baby tell me why'd you have to go,
cause this pain i feel it wont go away,
and today, im officially missing you.

i thought that from this heartache, i could escape,
but I fronted long enough to know
there ain't no way, and today,
im officially missing you.

ooh, can't nobody do it like you,
said every little thing you do,
hey baby said, stays on my mind,
and I, im officially..

all i do is lay around,
two years full of tears,
from looking at your face on the wall,
just a week ago, you were my baby,
now i dont even know you, dont know you at all,

and i wish you would call me right now,
so that i could get through to you somehow,
i guess its safe to say baby, its safe to say,
that i, im officially missing you.

ooh, can't nobody do it like you,
said every little thing you do,
hey baby said, stays on my mind,
and I, im officially..

well, i thought i could just get over you baby,
but its something that i just cant do,
from the way you would hold me,
to the sweet things you told me,
i just cant find a way to let go of you.

ooh, can't nobody do it like you,
said every little thing you do,
hey baby said, stays on my mind,
and I, im officially missing you,

all i hear is raindrops,
and im officially missing y o u.


x srya

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Saturday, November 13
sometimes

i wonder what would've happened if we were still together. would we have broken up anyway due to irreconcilable differences? would we still be arguing everyday over the littlest things? or would we be stronger than ever? would we be able to celebrate our supposedly soon to be 4th year anniversary? funny how humans end up missing something so much when its out of their reach. sometimes i just cant help but wonder. i guess some things just don't have answers.

eventhough we're miles apart and eventhough things changed, you have and always will have a special place in my heart. i know you know it for a fact. i love you, applepie and thats one thing that wont change :)

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Saturday, November 6
once a year

since im not asleep and i could spare some time on this, i would so much like to wish happy birthday to two of these amazing girls!

dear michie, you are now 19years old and i envy you for getting SOOOO much prettier each time i see you! i know you're having yr exams now and i wish you all the best and goodluck eventhough i know for a fact that you dont need it! :P i wish words could express of how much i miss you and i cant wait til u come to subang to spend the night. haha ill call atung and we'll have our pillow talks again ok! x


FILZA ATHIRA JUHARI! you are crazy, careless, at times blur, loud and did i mention crazy?? what else can i say? officially 18 and legal now so it entitles you entries to clubs and booze and shiz like tht........ AFTER finals according to our agreement. hehehe :B anyways, have a kickass birthday okay?! we'll have our horror movies with mi ruski soon! :D x


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE DEBBIE AND FILZA ATHIRA!
I LOVE YOUUUUU <3

x srya

ps. you probly noticed i stole yr pics from fb. hahaha OHWELL. copyrighted B)

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Saturday, June 5

you know how you should never forget about the people who's made you who you really are today? firstly, if im not too late that is (though i dont think itd make a difference since my blog is pretty dead), i'd like to express my apologies to those i've hurt- im sorry if i wasnt there and im sorry if i havent been doing such a good job at keeping in touch. i guess i've been a little too comfortable here in kl so ive forgotten most of the things or all the amazing times i had with my friends. along with that, of course, thank you. for all the laughters we shared, for all the drama we've been through, for all the bullshit we've experienced, for the tears we cried. thank you for being my friends and thank you for always being there for me. you know who you are :)

ps. no worries. nothings happened. i just feel like i didnt do enough to deserve the people in my life :)

I miss those days when we used to talk about Disney and how life would be in 10 years. I'll be California and you'll be in London.

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Monday, December 7

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you,
with you :)

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Sunday, December 6



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Wednesday, December 2

other than Thal and Alexis who knows and now that im done with the surprise, safe to announce that im back home? :)

hehe i spent my weekend at genting highlands with my parents. it was freezing and i did not enjoy the cold very much ==
sigh im warm blooded i suppose.

Lilya's going back to Japan and Fidia's visiting Phuket. damn imma miss them. but eh it's only gonna be a month. i'l be stuck with these people for 2yrs. haha. Lil and Fidia surprisingly went all the way to LCCT just to send me off. ofcourse with Goloque and Syazwan. but yeah it was super sweet of them. LCCT is pretty far from Putrajaya, Ampang, Subang and Damansara. heeee <333

woah first sems over. results are gonna be out in two weeks. im hoping i did well enough. term break just started, so imma enjoy every minute of it B)

starting with an applepie surprise :P

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Sunday, October 25

i am gay enough to admit that i am utterly out of my mind and i can no longer think straight... for now.

in other news, i've discovered that its advisory to take up a foreign language for my international relations subject next term. maybe french? :)

&& i feel like visiting my sister in aussie? maybe. highly unlikely. imyb <3 see you soon. song dedication : far away by nickelback

ah well. xo

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Saturday, April 25












happy 18th birthday thal! :D
hehe hanging around with u and md yesterday was fuuunnn <33
i love youuu :P
ya la bah. jiwang pun jiwang lahh. u like it anyway! dont u minta puji there. hahaha :P
dont forget our trip around the world!
starting with california! no not london. london after california :O
its either london or newyork, but california first! hmph :P
hehe && go makan2 again.
next trip is the beach kaan? or was it the salon? er call md k? hahaha
happy birthday!
(no, u cant paint my nails again unless u wana eat nail polish inside ur cookies)
<33

p/s, brandon says happy birthday too. hehe

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