x srya
▪ lomo cam
▪ polaroid camera
▪long necklaces
▪ walk around Europe
▪short hair
▪ backpacking!
▪ write a book
▪a more random roadtrips!
▪ compose a song
▪travel locally
▪ travel internationally
▪ be in two places at once
▪ play the guitar
▪ go to africa
▪ make it to california :)
▪ polaroid camera
▪
▪ walk around Europe
▪
▪ backpacking!
▪ write a book
▪
▪ compose a song
▪
▪ travel internationally
▪ be in two places at once
▪ play the guitar
▪ go to africa
▪ make it to california :)
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Thursday, December 9
slightly lost in between
SO! with all the drama thats been happening around me lately, im feeling kinda dazed and a little blur. havent heard of anything else in the past week so i assumed it's over for now but i guess its not? i mustve missed something there :s
anywho, exam week. been feeling awfully tired from the late nights and last minute revisions. music and advertisings over and done with, now im sitting here juggling between sociology and chemistry which is coming up tomorrow. im almost to a point of giving up. ALMOST. breathe breathe breathe. semester break starts right after i finish my paper. yay :)
to think a few more days till i can go back home as in HOME home :)
x srya
anywho, exam week. been feeling awfully tired from the late nights and last minute revisions. music and advertisings over and done with, now im sitting here juggling between sociology and chemistry which is coming up tomorrow. im almost to a point of giving up. ALMOST. breathe breathe breathe. semester break starts right after i finish my paper. yay :)
to think a few more days till i can go back home as in HOME home :)
x srya
Labels: life, reminiscent
Tuesday, November 30
looking back
i honestly am trying to finish up on my music assignments before the due date if possible. dont think ill be able to cope with another last minute project though it does usually come out better than i hope.
so i was randomly going through my old blogposts a while ago, especially the ones i posted back in highschool. i couldnt help but laugh and feel slightly embarrassed by all the silly little things i wrote about. i couldnt believe it myself the amount of things i posted about. it does bring back some good memories but at the same time, i begin to wonder 'did i really write this?' haha. well no use regretting anything now. better to let bygones be bygones.
life works in funny ways, dont you think? i mean when you think you're the only person in the world with problems, you stop and think for a while and try looking at things in a completely different light from someone else's point of view. i've noticed my posts have been quite sad and emo lately but i'm starting to think that writing (or in this case, blogging) comes in handy when you have all these thoughts running through your head. good thing my blog circulation is pretty low. im still getting used to the fact that other people might read this. (yes, i know my blogs been up for a few years now and yes, i also know that i've rambled on about my personal life in the past but i dont anymore and im trying to understand why i ever did) which explains why my posts are usually filtered now.
x srya
so i was randomly going through my old blogposts a while ago, especially the ones i posted back in highschool. i couldnt help but laugh and feel slightly embarrassed by all the silly little things i wrote about. i couldnt believe it myself the amount of things i posted about. it does bring back some good memories but at the same time, i begin to wonder 'did i really write this?' haha. well no use regretting anything now. better to let bygones be bygones.
life works in funny ways, dont you think? i mean when you think you're the only person in the world with problems, you stop and think for a while and try looking at things in a completely different light from someone else's point of view. i've noticed my posts have been quite sad and emo lately but i'm starting to think that writing (or in this case, blogging) comes in handy when you have all these thoughts running through your head. good thing my blog circulation is pretty low. im still getting used to the fact that other people might read this. (yes, i know my blogs been up for a few years now and yes, i also know that i've rambled on about my personal life in the past but i dont anymore and im trying to understand why i ever did) which explains why my posts are usually filtered now.
x srya
Labels: life, love, reminiscent
Tuesday, November 16
thank you
amazing how in one of the worst accidents ever, one manages to come out with minor injuries while the other comes out unscathed. call it a miracle? call it God's will.
God works in mysterious ways. its times like these when we realize he's watching over our every step. masyaallah, alhamdullillah <3
God works in mysterious ways. its times like these when we realize he's watching over our every step. masyaallah, alhamdullillah <3
Wednesday, November 3
regrets
lately i've noticed everyone needs someone to talk to and someone to listen to them. but to expect people to understand you, you have to learn to understand people. talking it out is always a good form of communication. how else would peace be declared?
dear you,
i know things haven't exactly been okay between us but i wanted you to know that im done being angry. im done thinking about the bitter things that happened between us and i dont wanna hate you. because at the end of the day, ill always end up remembering the good times we've shared, the times you've been there, the times you haven't, our rants and vents about relationships and friendships, our few sleepovers and even our sarcastic remarks on certain things. eventhough i haven't known you very long, you were one of my first friends in college. i thank you for welcoming me, for being in my life. i know i haven't been around much last semester. but please understand my intentions were not to hurt you. deep down you knew how hectic everything was in that sem for me. maybe it was my fault for spending the free time i had with other people and not you. you felt used that i only called you when i had no one else to hang out with? i called you cos i haven't seen you in a while and i genuinely wanted to spend time with you. you took it the wrong way though. you left and you didn't even talk to me about it. walking out like that wasn't the best option but i guess you just didn't want to confront the drama. i know you'll hate me no matter what i say cos i know how you are. the anger will always be there. you know you can forget but you cant forgive. we talked about it before. i dont think there's much to say anymore. i finally realized that no matter how much i miss us hanging out, im just hanging on to a clutter of ashes. so i hope the best for you. ill always be around if you need anything but im done being hurt, angry and disappointed. if you think you're the only person affected by this, think again. good luck in whatever you want.
love,
S
dear you,
i know things haven't exactly been okay between us but i wanted you to know that im done being angry. im done thinking about the bitter things that happened between us and i dont wanna hate you. because at the end of the day, ill always end up remembering the good times we've shared, the times you've been there, the times you haven't, our rants and vents about relationships and friendships, our few sleepovers and even our sarcastic remarks on certain things. eventhough i haven't known you very long, you were one of my first friends in college. i thank you for welcoming me, for being in my life. i know i haven't been around much last semester. but please understand my intentions were not to hurt you. deep down you knew how hectic everything was in that sem for me. maybe it was my fault for spending the free time i had with other people and not you. you felt used that i only called you when i had no one else to hang out with? i called you cos i haven't seen you in a while and i genuinely wanted to spend time with you. you took it the wrong way though. you left and you didn't even talk to me about it. walking out like that wasn't the best option but i guess you just didn't want to confront the drama. i know you'll hate me no matter what i say cos i know how you are. the anger will always be there. you know you can forget but you cant forgive. we talked about it before. i dont think there's much to say anymore. i finally realized that no matter how much i miss us hanging out, im just hanging on to a clutter of ashes. so i hope the best for you. ill always be around if you need anything but im done being hurt, angry and disappointed. if you think you're the only person affected by this, think again. good luck in whatever you want.
love,
S
Labels: apologies, life, regrets, reminiscent
Monday, October 19
I dont know what to feel, or what to say.
im here and you're so far away.
are you bored of hearing me say i miss you?
cause i do.
i have the punk goes pop and punk goes acoustic on repeat on my playlist :)
pre-registration for next term happened last week. i had it planned, kept going over the schedules and classes and decided on the 5 subjects i wanted to take.
1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101
3. Chemistry 101
4. World Religion
5. Interpersonal Communications
but then, when i went to see my advisor. he opted for me to drop world religion and take up malaysian studies (to get it over with asap) and instead of taking chemistry 101, i should take chemistry 105 since i took chemistry before. the difference? 101 is similar to highschool chemistry. 105 is apparently more detailed, organic chemistry as they call it, easy fail for me :/
so the list looked like this after that.
1. International Relation 105
2. Theatre 101
3. Chemistry
4.
5. Interpersonal Communications
it was acceptable. he knew better. good thing he made no objections about me taking 5 subs next term. so i went to the office and i queud up to preregister for 4 long hours :)
guess what else?
1. International Relation 105
2.
3. Chemistry
4.
5.
3 subjects for next term? i dont think so. they showed me a list of available subjects left cause the classes are yet to be filled.
and this happened.
1. International Relation 105
2.
3. Chemistry
4.
5.
good thing about this? i have Lilya as my classmate for microecons. not sure if i'll have fidia in any class tho :(
but me and economics?? confirm DIE (but lets hope not) :S
but eh. other than the mountaneous pile of assignments, college is pretty awesome :)
muuuuuuuuuuuuccchhh better than highschool :D
but it could be better if someone was here with me *coughbjcough*
i miss the girls. yie, thal, alexis. yerr when u guys coming ohhh. sad oh me. sigh <3